Tired

So tired

But I sleep so much 

I don’t know how I do it

& neither does my dad

because all he does

is bitch about it 

please,

please,

please,

come back.

I need you

Here, to protect me 

From my cruel thoughts, 

And the burdens lurking my

Dejected mind. 

I need to 

Hear you say

That you love me

& no matter what I will

Always be your baby,

Always. 

please 

please,

come back.  

my head hurts hatefully 

from lack of sleep,

&

my heart aches appallingly

from lack of self love,

while

my body trembles terribly 

from the pain I force upon myself.